How far would you go for love??? I am sitting here watching this lame ass movie thinking about love. I mean who does not want that everlasting once in a lifetime love? I know I do! I thought I found it with this guy...but who was I kidding he had a girl some kids shit he had a whole leave it to beaver family type shit going on. I fell I mean I fell real hard. He is the same guy I talked about in the previous post. So sometimes I get to thinking was he really the one for me or did I like what I could not have? I spent 8 years yup 8 years of my life dealing with dude. Its kind of funny to me now that I think about it, but whew was that a bumpy ride. Now with him being gone I am starting to see things in a different light. I mean I still love him and he still makes my heart flip when I see him, but I am now thinking he is not the one for me anymore. I titled the blog this thing called life because sometimes you can think you have it all figured out then WHAM! You look and nothing is what you thought. I sometimes joke with my cousins and my sister and say that we are cursed because none of us are married shit none of us have real boyfriends, and we are all so different so I cant understand why not one of us have made it to the alter yet. I am almost 30 years old and I don't even have a guy in my radar that I want to spend time with. It is very depressing and lonely. In my mind I say to that what is wrong with me...I have tried to switch my style up (in my Kanye voice) and that has not worked...
So my question for the night/day what is it that I am going to have to do to find that thing called love?
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