I just left from seeing my boo, and I think I am crazy! He walked out and GOSH that man is fine to me. I didn't visit long because my son was ready to go, but it's like me and him can be together and not say a word but still so much gets said. I told him abut that mess of a man that my BFF has and how I don't agree with his way of thinking... but of course my boo did. I was not surprised though because her man and my boo are both Gemini's so I figured they would stick together. The talks turned to our relationship(if that's what you want to call it) I know loving someone from behind bars is hard. I mean your mind has to wonder what is going on with the people you love, what are they doing and of course WHO are they doing. Well this is my blog so I can be honest no reason to lie to myself right? I am not doing anyone. No one turns me on like he do. I mean I know it sounds crazy to a lot of people but what me and him have/had I feel I cant get any where else. That's why I feel he is my soul mate. Well the die hard romantic in me really believes that. Where the sensible side of me is saying dummy if he was your soul mate would God have taken him away from you. Then I think God had nothing to do with it. He got himself in that trouble. But I know it is going to take God to get him back here with me.
He has been gone almost 3 years now, and Lord I am not getting any younger! So what is my hold up. Honey Chile who knows! Hopefully this blog can help me figure somethings out.
My question for you is......Am I crazy or What?
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